Never could find the perfect song to epitomize what I felt. Until I realized how close this hits to home. Everything is exactly how I feel…I want you. I need you. I love you.

You could be happy and I won’t know
But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it’s madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were?
Not our last days of silent screaming blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should’ve stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I’d been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it’s all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don’t think, just do

More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world


For Sale

Back in April I did a little review of the new Walkman that Sony kicked out of it’s factories. 7 months to the day, and I’m looking to part company with Bethany (yes, she has a name). Since then, I’ve checked out noise canceling earphones (in case of an emergency for when the day mine goes to the heavens) and surprise surprise, they retail for RM400. No joke here.

Basically, it’s in pristine condition. I’ve kept it in one of those little handphone cases which protected both the player as well as the ‘buds; because losing the rubber plugs would totally suck. I know that Sony has rolled out brand new Walkmans which now play video in addition the audio but they don’t come with the nifty noise canceling buds. I am looking for ~RM600 for mine since the warranty has not been filled in yet so you needn’t worry about that, it’s in tip top condition, and the price is negotiable.

Ps: I’ve been lost to the outside world countless of times with these NC earbuds.