31 Days

It’s been a month but the pain of not being able to stroke your finely sculptured nose bridge lingers.
I replay your last few hours with us in my head every single night.
It’s your death anniversary nikki girl, yet 31 days have not diluted our love for you an one bit.




If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Pretty much sums up what in my head.
And oh, happy birthday beef ;)

Sleep tight, let not the bed bugs bite

Back when I was halfway through my exams, I would tell nikki that I’d take her out for walks as soon as I was done. Every single day– thats exactly what I told her when she’d start whining late in the afternoons.

Despite losing her for close to 2 weeks now, the old habits just don’t die easily. Everytime I’m here at the computer I half expect to see her lounging at the door, peeking in like she usually does. Whenever we have the plank doors closed and there’s a silhouette moving we just go,”GO BEHIND AND SLEEEEEEEP!” and then you’ll see the silhouette moving back to where it came from. She used to loved laying at the base of our shoe rack doing nothing. Gazing at the sky I suppose.

In addition to that, every night without fail, I’d check on her a few times before I go to bed. At one point I reckon she got so pissed she’d just ignore us when we wished her goodnight and open her eyes and give us this cockstare when we got too noisy. LOL. I still do get up and walk to the kitchen before realising that there’s nothing to check up on anymore.

In my haste to log off last night, i plucked the switch to the power way too soon. As a result, I have lost all of my bookmarks. ALL. EVERYTHING. Now I’ve got to recompile the whole lot from scratch again. Way to start the day eh?

Graveyard Friday

With Edgar leaving for the states on Wednesday, the bunch of us headed out for supper-cum-dinner.

Since the night was helluva young and this was the last weekend Lim Cock would be spending with us for quite some time, we adjourned for some real drinks. We did try getting him piss drunk, but the graveyards were weak at best, with the kilkenny’s surprisingly doing more damage.

To imagine I had to be up @ 6 a few hours later for a trip down to malacca, naturally I didnt get much sleep. Nonetheless, we had a night, oh yes :)
ps:most of the photos are on my flickrstream but if you want the entire set, then I’ll email them to you guys now that I’ve got them all zipped up.