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Never could find the perfect song to epitomize what I felt. Until I realized how close this hits to home. Everything is exactly how I feel…I want you. I need you. I love you.

You could be happy and I won’t know
But you weren’t happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it’s madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were?
Not our last days of silent screaming blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should’ve stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I’d been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it’s all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don’t think, just do

More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

I guess what they say is true: never date your best friend.
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Back in April I did a little review of the new Walkman that Sony kicked out of it’s factories. 7 months to the day, and I’m looking to part company with Bethany (yes, she has a name). Since then, I’ve checked out noise canceling earphones (in case of an emergency for when the day mine goes to the heavens) and surprise surprise, they retail for RM400. No joke here.

Basically, it’s in pristine condition. I’ve kept it in one of those little handphone cases which protected both the player as well as the ‘buds; because losing the rubber plugs would totally suck. I know that Sony has rolled out brand new Walkmans which now play video in addition the audio but they don’t come with the nifty noise canceling buds. I am looking for ~RM600 for mine since the warranty has not been filled in yet so you needn’t worry about that, it’s in tip top condition, and the price is negotiable.

Ps: I’ve been lost to the outside world countless of times with these NC earbuds.

Question
How much do male porn actors make, and how are they paid? I mean when you first get interviewed, do they pay by the inch, or by how attractive you are in general or by how much prior “profesional” experience you have in the industry. Do you get paid royalties for every dvd sold or every pay per view porn site visited? The reason I’m asking is that I’m just getting my feet wet in this business and thus far I’ve recieved a few “low-ball” offers and one offer where I could make over $1,000.00 per scene; but I have no frame of referenc to know what I should be getting for my perfomance. If you would rather call I can be reached at (919)805-4166 Read the rest of this entry »

Dear father, I am so sorry. I have sinned. Forgive this poor student of yours, for he is weak and is prone to making mistakes.